There's a song from the Barbra Streisand version of A Star is Born, it's the finale: With One More Look At You/Watch Closely Now, that always made me think of my Dad and the anger I had ... the battle scars.

I don't know if this link will work in a comment, but it's worth a listen.

https://open.spotify.com/track/43josGMGsAgiTdOfoVYiMu?si=bd0d3c75fd4b4f76